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the world of illusions, everything is fabricated. without knowing, u step into another illusionized world. u can never know when u are in the real world, partly due to the fact that nothing is real. deceiving youself is one of the illusions. trying to make yourself happy. doing things that u know will never happen. trying to make someone happy. what more?

slacking past this 2 days. no mood, nobody call me go out, lazy to go out. y am i feeling emo? no reason. or perhaps i dont know the reason, the real reason behind it.

anyway, gonna go work tml instead of staying at home sleeping even thou i had told my boss ill be getting off tml. tml is the 1st day of pay increment!

tonnes of things not done yet. gonna hand up my report only tml. too lazy to do it at home todae and ytd. gonna use company resources to print out my report. gonna use company resources to do other things. 

what else can i sae, i admit i m living in a illusion world. i have this letter for someone, but i dont dare to send it out. wait till one day when i finally realise i need to send out my letter, than everything will change for the better, i hope.