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erm, can i get a new blog address? quite tired of this add. search for me, my nicks if u all noe, n u shld b able to find my blog address, if i m nt wrng. bt most likely, ill still b posting on this blog, see hw things go 1st.

how does it feel to talk to meself. 

i like to ask myself this question. y is my life so bored n meaningless? rite nw, i cant find the answer yet. wud do ya tink? i can stay at home the whole day, eat, slp, read comics, slp, eat, slp, wat else can i do? is nt like i m totally exhausted from working, its just tt no 1 jioed me out at all. SAD ar? i deemed no importance to anyone. i seemed to b juz left out of things. i dont hav anything to enjoy. i onli hav meself to cling on. 

everyones havin their own life now. i dun get to see frens so often nw. either out wif their partners or out wif frens. seems like theres a big change, bt i hav nt changed yet. nt so much frens to go out wif, nth nice to do, no 1 to chat wif, no 1 to slack wif.

bt i admit, this is me, the more introvert side of me. its easy to find a fren, bt nt easy to find a close 1. 

i noe i like to pester ppl wif smses or msnes, bt tt is juz a way to kill boredom. coz of tt, i may b found irritating or even worse, i may b juz ignored. bt, i hate to b ignore, rejected. i hav the fear of it. i m juz timid. 

wat a sad life.