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SO COMPLEX

how hard would it get to hav something stuck inside yourself and unable to say it out. i would say its veri veri veri painful. i would hav to look for a opposite sex partner to consult on my foolish tinkings. bleah. k juz dun tink so much.

i fell aslp without dinner again. i dun dare eat dinner coz i m afraid of getting nagged at.  kinda weird tt such a timid guy lives in the world. straving himself like nobody's business.  bt its nobody's business. no one ever cared for me, no one ever worried abt me. perhaps someday, someone liddat would have come, bt it aint so soon i supposed. 

its nt the 1st time, sum1 whom i took interest in has her eyes set for another guy, by right i should hav acknowledged it, n let go of it lightly, bt, too bad i juz cant do it. bullshit.  when can i ever rest in peace?