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some times i reali wished i could say it out, but teres something stopping me. we could not even be friends if i had said it out. or am i juz too haughty of myself. 

i m juz a pessimistic, theres no nid to bother about me. i m just too hamster. but, what if shit realli happens n i said it out, wouldnt it be weird?

things are just so complicated. i wanted to simple life. =(

just getting all emo here as imma here in my room alone

came home at 6+ am this morning frm fred's chalet. drank alittle, but gotten a heavy head. not gonna blog abt anyting much, since i didnt blog about anything nice these past few weeks. it seemed the blog is getting stagnant.